Simply just tired... been sleeping very late recently... sigh...
Assignments, assignments and still assignments... rush hour now... so many to complete within so short time... one after another... never ending ever since... and exams coming soon, in 3 weeks' time... stressed ah! Another 4 more months to go before graduate... endure...
Still coughing today... making me headache... sianz...
This time round is really time to go and not returning anymore... spending 4yrs of my time here... learning alot of skills, interactions with people, leadership... and getting to know alot of people coming from different environments... suppliers, EAS, teachers and pupils who had promoted to secondary schools yet still remember me...
By right I should feel sad to leave but why am I not having that sad feeling now? I really got no feel now... or should I say, I am already numbed?
I am not sad to leave but I am sad to see people leaving...
But glad that among these people I got to know, there are people who leave footprints in my life... I will always remember you... my good friends... friends who care abt me, always bring laughters to me and always there for me when I need them... Thanks! You know who you are... :)
Time to count down... 10 August is the day...
Today finally went back to work after falling sick for few days... still feeling drowsy & blur blur... maybe having medication for few days bah... anyway managed to do what I need to do @ work... which was to issue new laptops to teachers...
Although feeling down, but still glad that I had a group of good frens to go out with after work... time to enjoy and relax before the exams coming in 3 weeks time...
Having dinner with Celeste @ a restuarant at Century Square basement... duno what name of the restuarant, forgot liao... haha... then we went to buy tickets for movie and eat ice-cream @ Swensens :9
The 3rd time we went together on a consecutive 3 Fridays to relief stressed and unhappiness... wah... must check if I grow heavier...
Thanks to Celeste, Amelia, Alan & Eng Kian for going movie together... Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix @ TM... movie started @ 11pm... After that went to a HK restuarant for a light supper @ Siglap then headed home...
Bathed but too tired to sleep... maybe drinking too much green tea liao...
So what to do tmr leh?
Suddenly feel so sad at this moment... is it bcos of something that someone said that make me sad? Yes, it is... a very impt person in my life... a person who walked the path with me for 6yrs...
This is the 2nd time that I cried so hard bcos of this person... the 1st time was back 3 yrs ago when we had a misunderstanding... and when things cooled down, everything was back to normal and we treasured each other more... but this time round leh?...
I always believe that, when 2 person are together, other than trust and faith, understanding is also impt... it is not easy for 2 person to meet at the right time and the right place, and all these need fate... some ppl might meet but might not meant to be... some are trying to fight for the happiness they want but nv get it...
Maybe I am not understanding enough? Or maybe I am just too insensitive that I am not a good listener to that person? I don't know?... Or maybe I din do enough?
In life, there are many things which are beyond our control... of cos there are also many ups & downs... most impt is to live happily and be contented with what we already have... Just bcos that is what I believed, so sometimes I might just take that person for granted?...
My sis told me this:
gals and guys are different right from the beginning
when guys think, they can think in boxes.. like if they faced a prob in a small box, they can just dun think abt it and focus their attention on other things
but gals are diff, we think like spagetti..
our thoughts are all linked up..when we do this, we can think of that, when we do that, we can tink of this,...so sometimes both cant understand each other...
No, it didnt...
Always thought the sore throat will be better after a sleep but it didnt... when woke up yesterday morning, still sore throat and blocked nose, cant breathe properly bcos of the blocked nose!...
But still I went to school as normal, hoping I can dong till knocked off then go for my Database Mgmt class at nite... but the condition got worse that I was having headache & giddy... so after meeting a vendor with my direct boss, I went to see doc & was given 2 days MC to rest...
Had lunch near the clinic then went home eat med... then med started to take effect and i KO....zzzzz until 530pm... actually decided not to go class after seeing doc... but since I woke up already so might as well go attend class lah...
Dragging my heavy feet to Clake Quay to meet Andy & his gf for dinner... but no appetite so only ate a bowl of dao suan... then went class liao... during the 3hrs of lesson was a torture man... cant really concentrate... only 1/4 went into my head and the other 3/4 duno go where... sigh... but at least got learnt something lah, rite...
During the bus journey home, felt so restless and tired... hope to reach home fast & sleep...
As usual, reached home ard 11+, bathed, eat med then KO...Zzzzz
This morning woke up feeling much better liao... at least the throat better... blocked nose also almost cleared... now its only the coughing that makes me feel bad... *cough cough*
Now waiting for the med to take effect then KO again loh...
Felt so guilty now... this week had been sick for 4 days and was on MC for 3 days... only work for 1 day... will chiong tmr when i back to work then... ok, think my med going to take effect liao... Zzzz
Sigh... yesterday was sick... due to stomach not well, diarrhoea few times & almost vomitted...
Saw doctor and was given 1 day MC... slept & slept for whole day... so tired but glad that I can take a rest... luckily no class at night... heng ah!
This morning woke up, sore throat! wah... y like tat?...
Nvm, ate my breakfast and went to school as normal... half way rainning! wah piang...
Finally reached school & started checking emails... wah, 3 days nv checked mails, over quota... nvm, I continued doing my work as usual...
Suddenly, the flu bug came to look for me... flu started & slightly blocked nose with the sore throat!... tried to drink more water but throat still pain... heahache coming too...
Finally its lunch! Canteen so packed with pupils so decided to go out to opposite coffeeshop to eat instead... Sorry Mag, cant accompany u today... So went out to eat with Eng Kian... and met Edward at the traffic light so asked him to join us... haha, met Daisy, Ee Peng & Susana there at coffeeshop so joined them on the same table... but Joyce & Za, where r u?
After work, went for my Biz Strategy lesson with my flu bug... was late for class bcos I left school late... why left school late leh? Bcos meeting with my direct boss to discuss abt some work... so no choice, initial D to MRT then meet my course mate, YY, for dinner... nice dinner huh--> Chippy @ The Central... sore throat still eating fried food? Am I ok anot? Got a chinese saying: yi3 du2 gong1 du2
During my class, still sneezing and sneezing non stop until the lecturer asked me why am I crying... haha...
Finally managed to reach home without fainting outside... having slight fever now liao... sianz... wasted my 1 day of energy sneezing... sigh... going sleep now liao...! Tmr nite still got class ah!... OMG... Will tmr be a better day? Let's see...
Few months ago, I started creating blogs as my hobbies & interests whenever i was free... Blogs about my favourite movies & celebrities/ singers...
And the person who innovated me to start the blogs was my bf as he said its the trend now to have blogs... even my sis also had her own blog so I should also start one... haha... so I had 11 blogs currently... wah... din really keep track until now... steady hor!
But this time round, I decided to have my personal blog to remind me of my past when I grow old in 10-20 yrs down the road...
Reflection for the past one week:
I had officially resigned in end June... but had returned to work on 16 July after 2 weeks... Why do I still want to return since I already resigned? Who made me changed my mind? Thought I was always very firm in my decisions?
Well, to ppl in school, the 2 weeks break supposed to be a real short break for me to rest... but what did I do during the 2 weeks then?
Basically, assignments, assignments and assignments!!! Not really resting... still going back to school & help out abit here and there... but I was happy to help whatever I can... That's me!
July 16
But unfortunately, on the 1st day of my return to school, the internet was down after lunch!
Was it fate that I shouldnt return? haha... nvm, its only the 1st day... relax lah...
July 17
today, the internet was still down... So what did I do then? Other than clearing my admin work & some follow-ups of calls to vendors, nothing much can be done without internet... So helped Alan in the P1 Microsoft Word training... me? assistant trainer? haha... but quite fun, long time nv have this feeling of training P1 kids since 3 yrs ago... so cute & innocent!
July 18
today, the internet was still down... sigh... somemore early morning received a call for last min request... sigh... spoilt my day... wanted to shorten my stay from 1mth to 2 weeks... but is it fair to the ppl here since that's my promise to school?
July 19
the internet was finally up... Due to router's OS problem... phew! Thanks to Eng Kian for staying back so late last nite to oversee the problem.
Yes! Can start checking emails & MSN... Today was the RHD, everybody was wearing costumes of different races... as usual, Celeste was wearing an indian dress so I pestered her to take a photo with me since I din do that for the past 4 yrs here...
Been feeling so cold the whole day... everywhere I went also cold... even at room temperature I also felt cold... sian!
After work, meeting Celeste for dinner & a chit-chat at the CC near to her old house at Tampines... after the nice dinner, we took a bus to Eastpoint to collect her dress and she longang me home in the cab... so nice of her :)
After reached home, bathed & slept... Zzzzzzz
July 20
today was the Founder's day and also the officially opening of the canteen... What a nice name: Canopy!
Our job was to ensure that the 7 PCs in the canteen were working fine with wireless connections & games... Everything ended at 7pm and I left at 7.20pm...
As usual, went out with Celeste... so where did we go then? haha... good question! Since we had dinner during the Founder's day cum Canopy's officially opening, so she suggested we go eat ICE-CREAM @ Century Square Swensens... so we went... after that, we went home straight... so tired... didnt even have the energy to online after bathing... Zzzzzzzzzzz
July 21
Went out with my bf to Sim Lim square & Audio House @ Sims Avenue to source for a MP4 player... after that then went to my bf's house to slack... so tired still, why?
Still have 3 assignments pending... This week is the 6th week of my studies... coming to week 7 tmr liao... wah... 4 more weeks to exams liao!!! Cannot take it... so fast lei...